I’ve hit this real downward spiral and am not sure why, maybe my meds need to be upped again, not sure. I just feel so… unaccomplished.
I know that I have done SO MUCH with my life already but then when I look around and I have these “friends” who are a constant reminder of what I don’t have then it’s hard. I feel like no matter what I do and try I stay in this same hole.
I must have been a really horrible person in my past life that I am being given such challenges in this one.