Sometimes I truly confuse myself and it’s times like now that I am not at all surprised why people don’t understand me.
I could happily go live on an island swiss family robinson style – tree house, no power etc etc and I am adamant that I shall retire to one, perhaps not like that but at least a small cottage house on one somewhere.
Enter the confusion:
My internet is capped (both my wifi and my tab) and I feel lost! I can’t instagram or add photos to my blogposts (some issue the bb app has) and, well, okay so I guess that’s the only thing I can’t do, but I’m dying a slow agonizing death and it’s sad!
Times like this I really wish that I wasn’t so tied down, times like this I am so jealous of Ian – he can pack his bag and mission off to the next place without a care.
Bah… I was not made for an idle life, I need to find a way for fysh and I to LIVE not simply survive. I need to go traveling, to capture life in images and words. Damnit I need to get a contract that will have me relaying our adventures from somewhere new and exciting.
Though for now I’d like to thank the universe for all it has provided me with already – a gorgeous son, a spectacular circle of family and friends, a life filled with interesting twists and turns and a future filled with endless possibilities.