There are up’s and downs, today was luckily an up. I say luckily as I missioned out to Stellenbosch to meet someone new which is always a tough one for me, I’m no good with people in real life.
But today was one of the nicest I’ve had for some time. It was unpretentious and I didn’t feel like I constantly needed to keep up like with most people. Usually unplanned days tend to send me into slight anxiety attacks, change gets to me unless I instigated the change but I think combined with someone I felt I didn’t feel drained by it was okay.
It was also the first time I’ve been around someone who instead of telling me to get up or hurry up when I randomly sit down in the middle of the little forest hiking path actually sat down with me instead to just listen to the wind blowing through the trees and leaves. And who was willing to climb through a barbed wire fence so we could walk in the river.
It was a good day.