I feel like I’ve been failing as a blogger lately, I hardly post and when I have stuff to post I simply don’t feel like it. The blogging world has become so fickle and judgey, not that I really give a damn but it does make it unpleasant to write when people send you bitchy comments. I also feel like I’m stuck as a “mommy blogger” where I don’t feel like a mommy as such, I’m more a mom now according to Fysh so I think we need to find a new niche to fit into, I like the parenting and lifestyle vibe but I don’t know if I’d be well received in that considering my brashness. Again, I should really care as this is my slice of space and what not but that’s what happens when you have the sads, you care about stupid stuff like that.
Another reason I’ve been quiet is work. It’s slow but it’s there and what is there is taking up my time on concentration and you really don’t want to read all about how I designed a logo today or overhauled a blog yesterday. Both of which I love doing though so mmm…
And last but not least this blog, this space… it’s time for a change. I’ve registered a new domain we’ll be moving over to and we’re going from free wordpress to self hosted. BIG move but maybe then my blog will feel a little more grownup and I’ll want to love him a little more again. I’ll still be the cupcake mummy, I thought about giving it up and moving over to something completely new but then I realised it’s just who I am. A cupcake loving fox obsessed mum. And I’ve spent 6 years building up my show, which is also what’s gotten me down as there are so many new bloggers and they seem to be all “i’m here, love me” and people just do. I feel like the old toy that’s been put on the shelf cause some of my fluff has rubbed off.
In other words I’ve been feeling sorry for myself and that’s why I’ve been quiet.
But I’m back at gym again, I am rocking awesome teal hair and even getting back into reading. So this is me fixing myself one step at a time.