i has the blogging sads

I feel like I’ve been failing as a blogger lately, I hardly post and when I have stuff to post I simply don’t feel like it. The blogging world has become so fickle and judgey, not that I really give a damn but it does make it unpleasant to write when people send you bitchy […]

my love language is affirmation

There are 5 love languages and I have come to realise that my love language is words of affirmation. I need to hear I’m doing well and that I’m loved else I fall into a deep dark hole of self doubt and loathing. I don’t talk properly to myself, I struggle with that, always have but […]

i’m definitely a 1 kid mama

Sorry to burst anyone’s bubble if they were hoping there’d be a sibling fysh one day but *pop* I am most definitely a 1 mama kid. Actually, rewind 7 years and I’d have told you the same thing, well I’d have said no kids, maybe maybe one. So I have the one and that’s where […]

the death of a loved one

I’ve been meaning to write this since it happened last week but I haven’t gotten round to putting the words in my head down onto a post. I’ve written a few posts in my head and none of them do her justice which is why I’ve been quiet. We lost a family member Monday evening […]

laziest day ever

It’s a Youth day which makes it a public holiday but you know that whole working for yourself means no holidays gig? Well I decided stuff it I’m taking a holiday day and I did nothing but draw and watch movies with Fysh. Okay so maybe it wasn’t all that willingly taken, having Fysh at […]

Dear Fysh, your confidence inspires me.

You dude have turned into one of the most confident souls I know and it’s inspiring. You used to refuse to wear certain things because in your words “my friends will laugh at me” but since changing schools you’ve really grown into yourself. I know you tell me you want to stay home and that […]

one of those tough times

Yesterday the biodads sister came around to fetch Fysh for sushi. My child LOVES sushi and gifts. She bribed him (I’m his mother, only I’m allowed to bribe him) with both but he refused to go with her. I have no idea why, out of that entire family she’s the only one who’s ever actually […]